Conjuring Marble into Cloud
Daddy's Home
In a dark corner squat
she is folded,
by the bed,
an upturned, colourless Z,
hair caught on ripped anaglypta,
arms like a metal tie around bread,
black soles like ballet shoes,
and toes so cold they might snap
and clatter like dropped pebbles.
Nibbled nails like fairy plates
in bloody beds with ragged frames
on stubby fingers, sucked thumbs
and clutching fists,
twisting comfort out of fabric.
Shiny eyes, bright with fright,
boring blackness,
strings of hair, straw dolls,
tucked behind little ears –
like sheets, mattress-tight –
to listen.
Breath is silent, sparing, saved;
like disturbed silk,
shoulders rise,
shoulders fall.
A bullet-click.
A creak as discordant as a wail,
the sound of a python-squeeze,
insidious.
Too drawn.
He is coming.
He is coming.
A shape more solid than the dark
walls her in.
She feels the burning trickle;
her sodden shroud hugs, clings to her contours,
and the puddle softly creeps
around her cradle,
gently arcing her heels like a crawling tide,
tickling her crunched toes with its frill
and she fills her mind with wet feet and cotton cloth.
First Published in 'Silver Linings' Poets Against Violence;
now included in the collection FRAME