Conjuring Marble into Cloud
For better, for worse
Mummy’s sleeping on her side
in the corner of the kitchen,
all curled up like a cat.
She hasn’t done her make-up very well…
she’s got dabs of purple all round her eye,
like violet petals squeezed dry
and there’s red sponge-painting on her cheek.
I’m not allowed to sponge-paint.
Her lips look juicy;
I think she’s blowing me a kiss.
I’ve been brushing Mummy’s hair
to make it nice.
It feels like golden clouds in my hand.
I collect balls and balls of it
and lay it on the floor ready for the birds.
I do dot-to-dot on her leg – just pretend –
trailing my finger between the little red circles
and I cover Mummy’s legs with her nightie
so she doesn’t get cold,
the way she covers me up and tucks me in.
I wash the dirt off her icy feet
with the dish-cloth
and jiggle on her slippers,
toes first, then, clunk, over the heel.
I think she is very tired.
She’s sleeping and sleeping and sleeping
and I am hungry, hungry, hungry.
Black streaks like little rivers
have run down Mummy’s face.
I think she’s been crying about
the terrible mess
and because she broke her favourite vase.
First Published in 'Silver Linings' Poets Against Violence;
now included in the collection FRAME